Changling..

Its seems-lol- that every time my dear friend Francesca writes a blog it always makes me to write another one. I've been tempted, but it would just be pointless. I just read the last blog i did and its really quite strange, I've changed but i honestly didn't notice it, quite odd. So practically all of the new years resolutions have been broken, thats about it on that subject.- Just to fill you in.


 Its exactly one week 'till my birthday, and ill be 16, to be honest with you, its the only birthday Ive been excited for, Obviously there were ones when i was little, but that just beside the point. But yeah, me and a handful of friends are going to a very nice and sparkly restaurant in Horseforth, and it gives me something to look forward and dress up for, just a little ;) Girls just love to dress up, dont they?


On the college front: Im not going. Ha.Ha. After, waffling on through all those blogs, I've decided i need to get my academics first, and then if i still feel like it, then i will try and go down that route, but for now i need to get some a-levels under my belt. English Lit, English Lang, Psychology, and history, and the history is a big maybe!  I've stopped panicking about the future, and tbh im just trying to embrace it, and im a teeny-weeny bit looking forward to it, id like to be a bit more independent thank you very much. 


Atm, im going through a rough patch, and when i do begin to see a light at the end of the tunnel, something new crops up, and it seems to be never-ending .Bummer. Dont get me wrong i do have friends that support me, and im sure if i told them what was really wrong they'll come running in a hurry. - that all seems to be a little bit dramatic. But ah well, it would be a bit of a boring blog if it was all like: Today was good, Tomorrow will be Fine..... you catch my drift? Hopefully.