Everythings slowwwwww

So i think its time for a moaning sesh, as i said in my title, everythings slooooooooooooooooow, i feel that my life has just come to a hault and its not going anywhere, or its going as slowly as it possible could be.


These past couple of weeks have been hard for me, and i have to worry about exams coming up next week, but with so much going on its hard to revise. This is just an excuse i suppose but i just literally cant be bothered, im failing in subjects that im just not concentrating in, even the ones i actually like! this is the best/unusual way of describing it but i just feel BLEAUUGHHHHHHHH! If i sit down for too long then my feet dont seem to work, and i cant be arsed to move..


For instance tonight, i must have been sat at this computer desk for about 5 hours! Facebook seems to make the minutes move faster, and so does ellie goulding 'your song' which i have been playing on repeat for about 3 of those 5 hours.


So i guessed you have gathered that i am simply not in the mood for anything right about now, so im going to leave on an 'optimistic' note (lol) and love you and leave you. Maybe not love you, but we'll see :D


short but simple, but...... 再见 :)

were growing up:)

So this is my second attempt at writing this blog, as i was searching through an ex's profile, trying to find our old conversations:(, my computer decides to turn off on me, oh well life does go on haha!

So ive come to the conclusion that we are finally growing up:/ we cant just hide behind our mummy's or daddy's and just laugh the pain away. We need to make decisions, its time to take the next journey we need to go on and that is sixth form/college/early jobs. I'm in high school and will be leaving in June-ish, part of me is like, Yeaaaaah! no school! going to be a blast! another part of me is like ohhhh dear ive got to get on and not be a kid anymore. Tis some scary sh1t.

 So another dilema that is before me at the moment is which place is the best?! this decision takes you to when your practically an adult, im absolutely cacking my pants about the future i have no idea what to do, and now i have no idea what to write about. See the thing is at the moment i seem to get distracted very easily, for instance im happy doing something for a short period of time but after a while i get bored. I get bored VERY easily. So what will stop me from getting bored in this new environment?! The best thing to do is go with what i do best, and i think im going to go to a local-ish college and do performing arts.

Sorry for the dead-beat blog, was just something that was plaguing my mind at the moment in time.

A certain bestfriend practically begged me for a mention, so heres to you francesca marsden, who inspired to start this in the first place, ... and how you say it 'love for you.

;)
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